Saturday 18 May 2013

FF : BSBA # ch 11

chapter 11 

you leave me breathless...   

ASR still looking in her eyes...
 
adjusted his coat properly and gave a meaningful smile to kushi...
 
ASR : she will do..
 
saying it he just moved out of the room glancing her once and aman , Mehta followed him...
 
kushi was left with questions...
 
is tat mean he wants to see me in tat?
 
why is it imp to him i do it or not?
 
is he insisting me!!? tats how his eyes look...is tat speaking truth???
 
she leaned on the table and folded her hands.. 
she was thinking on wht to do... 

shud she wear it? 

if so why! if not whts so big deal yaar! 

just then he stormed in again... 

excusing mehta and aman sum lame reason he came back to her...
 
she was startled by his cum back..she wasnt expcting it ..neither she is ready fr another wild imagination...she strtd to hyperventilate...
 
gosh...his cologne will drive me crazy..she thought... 

he very well knw his effects on her and he so loved it... 

she is very well aware that she is falling for him..all that she is bothered about is that her feelings shudnt be onesided..! well guess not...it really dint seem to be onesided...
 
he strtd to walk to her..and she fisted her hands tryng hard to take control over her senses wich is running senselessly mad feeling him so close... 

she closed her eyes tight...but she could hear his footstps nearng her as well his breath getting closer... 

he pinned her to the table...just the way she imagined sum minutes back... 

he dint touch her yet...still his breath did it all for him... 

he was so close to her.. his firm arms blocked her way on either side... 

he leaned in towards her smirking all the way seeing her cutely closing her eyes as if hiding frm him..
just like a kid wich is afraid to get caught... 

he so wanted to take her then and there...but he wasnt here to do sumthng like tat to her..he knew he cnt be like tat with her, just like the way he used to behav with other grls.. 

 yet..it was difficult..hell breathtaking fr him to control himself... and he nomore bother those inner voices... 

if she fall for him... 

if she is ready to hold on to him... 

he decided to turn his world upside dwn for her... 
he would do anythng to own her... 

he so liked her...maybe loved her..but wasnt aware of it still... 

he spent a gud quality tym drinking her beauty...her cuteness... 

he inhaled her scent deep to his lungs to florish by that fragnance...
she filled him with herself... 

he leaned further on to her...  

he breathed on her face... 

...kushi's skin burning with his hot sharp breaths... 

yes..he too was hyperventilating with her close proximity...aftrall to keep his hands in control not to hold her by her waist and hug her tight isnt a easy job fr him... 

arnav : open ur eyes kushi... 

he said her huskily... 

kushi nodded in denial... 

arnav : open ur eyes kushi..see me...
he said again...evn more huskier... 

she still remained the same... 

he saw her swallowing a lump of fear...anxiety... 

he moved closer...their nose so close...
he stroked her nose with his nose... 

their breaths mixing around....he could feel hw hot her breath is... 

he angled his face to her face and strted to move up and dwn as if planning to kiss her lips... 

she was in verge to lose it..
tat was sheer torture for her... 

his stuble rubbed on her milky chubby cheeks...she shuddered at his contact... 

her hands itched to grab his hair and dig him deep within her...
she felt like to reciprocate all his tease with her lusious lips... . 

she felt like to feel him...hold him...kiss him...hug him... 

still she wasnt opening her eyes..and arnav isnt sumone who will leav her like tat... 

he went evn closer...their nose crossed on each other... 

their scent whirling around in circles... 

arnav : i asked u to open ur eyes kushi...
he spoke it rubbing his lips on hers'... 

and evrytym he pronounced 'u...ur...kushii...
his lips posed like to kiss her... 

both had an urge to lock their four petals together but dint do tat fr their own reasons... 

kushi hav had enough and she isnt ready for anythng nxt... 

ths was a sure test for her patience wich she miserably failed....  

she opened her eyes in shock wen his lips danced over her's... 

arnav : tats gud...
there was a proud grin on him..his lips curved fr a smile... 

kushi : wh...what u waa..want ss...ss...sirrr...
she blinked rapid ...breathed fast...stammered hard to complete the sentence... 

arnav : simple...miss kushi gupta...i want u to wear the show stopper dress wich u desinged... 

kushi looked at him blankly... 

arnav : i want to see u as the show stopper... 

kushi : huh! 

arnav : i think i was rgt to talk to u...hope my language isnt alien to u..is tat so? 

kushi : nodded a no.. 

arnav : gud so then.. 

kushi : i hav assingd models to wear it...so.. 

arnav moved closer again...and k
ushi turned away... 
kushi : ok i'l wear it... 

she actually shouted hurriedly not being ready fr another tease... 

arnav pulled himself up ...
arnav : good... 

he walked out seeing kushi who was holding her chest tight suppressing her 'dhak dhak'... 

her hrt seemed to recognise its keeper tat it was thumping on her rib cage to jump out and get in his hands...  

************* 


back stage... 

kushi was hurriedly putting on her make up...she dint do so much though some touch ups to present herself to the blinking eyes of cameras... 

payal rushed in the green room... 

payal : wht happen kushi...why is tina not wearing the lehenga and she is just roaming around yaar...u dint instruct her to be ready huh..
cum on kushi program is gonna strt soon..ask her to get ready... 

kushi : stop shooting ques on my face and look at me fully...
she said casually b4 applyng gloss to her lips... 

payal : i see u frm pre KG.. uff..
payal dropped the writing pad she had in her hands wen kushi stood up aftr doing her make up... 

payal : oh my gosh...
kushi u are...u are freaking awesum in ths,...u dint say me u gonna wear ths..! oh my..oh my...too gud...
she took sum seconds closing her mouth with her hands and then came fwd to hug kushi... 

kushi : payal stop...no smudging my masterpiece huh... 

(hah i knw..this is my fav dialogue of alice frm breaking dawn 1 ) 

payal smiled...both laughed... 

payal knws hw bad kushi is mad fr twilight... 

payal : ok ok alrgt...ths much wont harm..she quickly placed a kiss on kushi's cheeks...
and kushi flew a flying kiss to payal seductively... 

payal : oh my god..dnt do ths on stage kushi...
thn i hav to gve reasns to sanchana aunty tongt...arnav wil kidnap u to his room.. 

she winked at her playfully not knwng wht effect those wrds will hav on her... 

*********
On stage...
 
Welcome note was givn by Mr. Mehta...and the theme of the fashion fest was announced... 

Its said tat the frst day wil be ramp walk...by the same college students..
And the nxt two days a exhibition on the students dif creations...
And the forth day wil be a major colab event were evry college frm outside will gve their performance followed by a cultural events ...
This is the scheduled program... 

On the frst day Mr.Mehta wanted to put his students designs on shw as he wanted them to be frst to impress the crowd and also being the host of the event they decided not to take part in the last day colab event and just organize it... 

People may speak on back that they hosted the event so they announced themselves to be on top...wich Mehta dint want...he knw if at all his students take part then judges wont be havng choice but to gve the top place to them...
Fashion ramp strtd... 

Best 20 designs were been chosen fr display...evrythng was of different kind... 

Aman was totally enjoyng it passing appreciating comments to Mehta... 

But arnav! 

Arnav was ter watchng it but nothing got into him as his mind was keep on rewinding their moments... 

Her soft lips...hw they felt wen he spoke on them..! 

Her silky cheeks.. hw soothing it was to slide his cheek on hers...! 

Her eyes... those honey coloured iris... those innocense they spoke... 
He wanted to kiss her eyes...!! 

He was in his own wrld wen the mild music turned a little indicating the bang... 

Time fr the show stopper to step in... 

Lights went off... 

She stepped on to the stage...nervous to present herself b4 him still so contented to do it b4 him fr the frst tym..! 

Arnav could see someone alrdy standing on the stage and he knew its her... 

He was confident she would wear it... 

Lights went on and the music was flowing...  



Evryone gasped to see that figure in frnt of them...to wich arnav completly lost himself for... 

Her bridal lehenga was chosen as a show stopper dress...
There she elegantly moved wearing tat dress...
A blue silver lehenga...with white embroidry works... 

complementing the set...wich she designed in blue as well..fr wich arnav complimented her... 

she was just perfct...like a epitome of beauty..! 

her dress...was awesumly designed... 

It wasnt sparkling..pricking eyes...
It was subtle..not bothering any of the eyes but actually made evry eyes widen on its elegance...
 
She left her hair open...wore sum minimal matchng jewelry... 

She took her shaul one side... 

She took steps to the frnt... 

Feminity flowing on with her evry move... 

Her curves were perfctly captured by arnav's hungry eyes.. 

Her hair..
Her walk..
Her long legs tat took strides towards him...
He once imagined her to wound her legs on his waist...arghhh his mind groaned in desire... 

Al through her eyes were locked on him...so did his eyes... 

Arnav thought..
Why on earth i askd her to wear ths...god damn...nobdy shud hav seen her so beautiful in ths other than me.. 

Sudden possessivness took ovr him... 

She slowly walked to the edge... 

Gave a smile to Mr.Mehta...to wich he showed a thumbs up to her...
Her eyes slided to arnav...who was just looking in her... 

A blush crept on her cheeks seeing him lost in her...
He smiled seeing her blush on stage... she raised her lashes to him and in the way to pose photo she actually winked at arnav... 

Arnav : wht the!!  

but ths tym his famous phrase cme out with smile...a charming smile seeing her wink at him.. 

She turned back to leav the stage and was awarded with a loud applause... 

Arnav was staring her retreating back and kushi could feel a pair of eyes piercing her skin frm behind...her blush deepened... 

Arnav to himself... 

Arnav : u left me breathless kushi...
Now its my turn ...  

A mischievous smirk spread across his face...he shaked his head.. 

Aman askd him wht...and arnav said... 

Arnav : im breathless buddy... 

Aman broke out to laugh hard... 

***


FF : BSBA # ch10


chapter 10

growing madness... 


wen arnav was introduced to be ASR.. 
kushi's eyes popped out of its sockets!!! 

she too raised her finger to him..stammering...

kushi : pointng her index to him... po...popp...cccorn..???? 

payal stamped on kushi's heel instantly...she knew kushi nicknamed arnav to be popcorn but she nvr expcted kushi to say it loud b4 him and their HOD... 

kushi : ouchhh... ermmm i mean...ASR??? 

she asked raising her eyebrows...

to wich arnav raised his one eyebrow and smirked...nodding a yes to her...

kushi choked in shock...  
**** 
aman now got up and came to arnav as he was taking long to cum back...and he was more than shocked to see a grl call him 'popcorn' yet ASR standng smirking at her... 

if it was for anyone he would hav blasted her at the instance..but nothing of that sort happend...

 aman got to knw THE GIRL who tugged arnav in a spell that he came to lucknow leavng all gud thngs he had in Delhi is none other but this kushii...

aman..just looked at kushi and could instantly make out her values and innocence...he was contented tat his sole frnd got a nice grl at last...he prayed his stars to unite them and nvr evr to brk them apart...but he dint hav a idea hw life gonna turn up... 

mehta : ASR ... this is my student whom u asked for... 

kushi was just struck in reality...

Arnav ; hai miss. kushii...

he stretched his hand out for a shake...with her... 

she was just staring at him in disbelief..and payal was nudging her to gve her hand...

she raised her hand slowly to slid it in his hand...and when her finger tips brushed across his palms for a proper shake he did get a shake in his pool of desire...

hwevr he resist himself..she manage to drag him into her...
arnav gaining his voice back..wich is in verge to collapse wen tryng to talk to her...

arnav : ermm... u did a nice choice miss.kushi...blue seems to bring in a good mood...

he said looking straight in her eyes... wich widened wen he said 'MOOD'

he knew..where her thought chains buildng up to...he cant hold himself frm teasing her..
.
god she looked so cute wen confused...

he still dint let go of her hand and aman was witnessing the whole scenario...

aman patted on arnav's shoulder and arnav let go of her hand reluctantly... 

mehta : ASR.. there is stil tym for the program to strt... and i dnt want to keep urself in here and wait..
if u dont mind..shal we plz move to my cabin...u cn be there til the last minute arrangements are done... 

arnav nodded in approval...

aman , arnav walked with mr.mehta ...payal was all into arnav all this while and wen her eyes lost the vision of him she came bck to reality... 

kushi was still starring at his retreating back... 

payal shook kushi  
payal : kushii...kushiii 

kushi ; huh...uhh

payal ; wht gone wrng wit u damnit...
hw dare u call him 'popcorn'? tat too in frnt of him!! wht he must hav felt abt u...

kushi remembered her calling him popcorn and scoldng him in his car tat day..she gulped dwn the fear...  

payal : uffo kushi...wht if he is angry...
we might hav got internship in AR ..he must hav gvn us tat seeing our designs but now i seriously doubt it...  

she told biting her nails...
kushi was still in thoughts... 

payal : wht fr u waiting kushi? pulled kushi by her upper arm and made her face her..
listen now..just go and ask fr an apology b4 the shw strts... u get me?? 
kushii...u hear me??  

kushi just noded...payal's wrds did make sum sense and she cnt afford to watch AR  intrnship slip her hand..no ...not at all... 

she rushed to HOD'S cabin... to file a apology to ASR...  

aman was in washroom...and mr.mehta was out fr chkng on the settings... 

kushi rushed in and walked only to bump in to arnav...  

arnav held the petite form tat landed in his arms...
he steadied her on the ground...  

her watch  got struck in his coat button as its a thin silver chain with a round dial... 

kushi tried withdrawing her hand but instead arnav himself leaned in to her with tat force...kushi was just blinking wer to strt the apology and to add on this watch just not lettng her concentrate on apology... 

kushi : see...sir...i mean..ASR... im  really sorry..am really am...i dnt knw tat...tat u are tat pop...i mean (hitttng her head ) ASR... 

arnav just couldnt stand ths much cuteness... gosh...

he just dragged her and fixed her between him and the HOD'S wide table...

without a warning his lips slammed on her soft ones...

she for once couldnt register anythng but the impact tat it created was phenomenal.. aftrall it was so sudden frm his end...!! hw could he..

he was just deepening the kiss pushing herself with his weight and she had no option but to lie dwn on the table... 

he strtd to gve her smooth smoohes...sucking her lips... trailing his tongue on it... 

inserting his tongue in her mouth to taste her evrythng...
all she could make out is she is in heaven wich is essentialy  HIS ARMS!!

extension  


'click' aman opened the washroom and was surprised to see kushi- arnav together... 

he smiled watchng them and placed the hand towel aside and walked upto them...

aman circled his arm around arnav's neck and rested his chin on arnav's shoulder...

both dint seem to get out of their EYELOCK for long tat he snapped between them and their trance broke...

kushi got back to reality...

kushi's watch was struck and he was just holding her hand so that he can take the watch out ... and she...
she actually imagined so far wild...

kushi shaked her head and watched the friends once again...
aman had a amusing expression...and arnav was seeing her all lovingly with a grin..

she mentally chided herself and slapped her thoughts to imagine him kissing her like that...

gosh...she was sweating in real over tat imaginary kiss...
and her blushing cheeks and shy filled eyes surely hinted arnav sumthng...

he hav seen lust...desire...want...in grls whom he met so far... 
but here...kushi's eyes showed him

shyness...

truth...

innocence...

wich he nvr came across with others...
and tat blush...

his fantasy came true...he was sure she blushed thinking sumthng abt HIM...wich is obviously to be sumthng naughty...her shyness told him tat too...

aman : ahem... buddy...are u planning to hold it forever...!!

aman asked him with an insight of whts cuming...

arnav : ofcourse..

came her husky rly...he did say it wandering in her eyes...

aman shook him hard...

aman : wht did u say..!! cum again...wht did u say huh? 
aman was all smiling...and arnav was shuttering...

arnav : uh...i mean...ermm...stop ur nonsense and help me take her watch out aman...

he covered up changing the topic...
aman just suppresssed his smile and helped him take out the watch frm his button...

all this while kushi was busy blushing... 

sumtyms chking him out...

sumtyms stealing glances of him... 

and wen it was finally done...

she nervously pushed her locks behind her ear ... she looked up to him...
her cheeks still oozing out gush of blushes...

arnav thought...
god damn... how am i gonna stay away frm u...
i thought to just see  u once and nvr come back...but i dont think its possible easily...u making it so tough kushi... 

kushi : im really sorry for wht...

hey kushi...wht u doing here ?

came mehta suddenly...

mehta : ASR ... program is about to strt...
guess we cn make a move...shall we? 

ASR : Hmm...ya sure...

kushi was just left with defeat again... she couldnt finish wht she wanted to say to him...

mehta : kushi...go back stage and make sure the models are ready...
fashion show must be going gud...i so wished u would do as the show stopper... ur designs must hav got a glow kushi...think on it again...

ASR : she designed it all?? 

mehta : oh yes...evry student did each and i actually chose kushi's design for the show stopper... 
but unluckily she denied to take it on her...

mehta turely felt bad...he was so proud of his students and considered them all like his children... he wanted kushi to reach heights as he knw hw much potential she has within...

ASR : dont wry Mr. Mehta...
she will do as a show stopper...

he said it straight looking at her..conveying her tat he wants tat too...

kushi just looked at him...and his eyes carried a tinge of plead to see her in her designs...tat innocent plead brought a smile on her...

aman was observing evrythng but Mr. Mehta failed to do so...he was just straight to understnd their convrsing with eyes..

Mehta : but she said...she wont...

ASR still looking in her eyes...

adjusted his coat properly and gave a meaningful smile to kushi...

ASR : she will do..

saying it he just moved out of the room glancing her once and aman , Mehta followed him...

kushi was left with questions...

is tat mean he wants to see me in tat?

why is it imp to him i do it or not? 

is he insisting me!!? tats how his eyes look...is tat speaking truth???

she leaned on the table and folded her hands.. 


FF : BSBA # ch 9




chapter 9

seed of desire...






flashback continues... 2yrs back...

kushi finally got up frm bed to strt her day...its a big day for her...
not that she dint organise any such events in her college but this tym its really big as it is a intercollege fashion fest and she was the organiser...she has been informed by her HOD that ASR  himself called him and informed his arrival for the fest and this seriously brought butterflies in her stomach but she just shrugged off thinking it to be anxiousness...

sanchana was arranging kushi's college stuff as its her routine to make kushi ready evry morng..for her she stil treat kushi to be a kid as kushi was devoid of this warmth frm garima in her younger days ...and she felt a motherhood doing so as she herself dnt hav children..or to say she never planned to hav one...

kushi got ready in her blue jean and a simple netted white jean top wich had flower patterns in pink on it...
she grabbed her bag frm sanchana...and said

kushi : bye maa... will be late this eveng as we hav our fashion fest and its for a week ...inform papa plz...

sanchana : its ok but takecre and if gets too late call me i will ask the driver to pick u up frm college..no need to come back alone alrgt??

kushi : no worries maa...payal wil anyway drop me home...

sanchana : fine then...hav a nice day...she gave kushi a sweet smile...

kushi pouted in response...

tugging her lips...innocently sanchana asked...

sanchana : what kushi?? u r getting late... wht for u waiting huh

kushi : maa u forgt sumthng...

she pouted further... sanchana laughed shaking her head amused by her child's antics...

she hugged kushi...

sanchana : all the very best kushi...i knw ur organisation gonna be awesum... do ur best...ur fashion fest wil be a big hit...

kushi hugged her back all smiling...

resting her chin on sanchana's shoulders she said 'hope so maa...
they then pulled apart... and kushi strted for her college...

********RM********

aman was tapping the table thinking to make music out of it but it turned to be horrible seriously...
arnav opened the bathroom door and came out...
he was only in his towel...one was tied around his waist and the other hanging on his shoulders... he was closing his ears with his hands...

arnav ; stop this nonsense aman...

aman : here... ASR u need to learn enjoying music..its a integral part of life u knw...

arnav : im not hearing ur lecture aman...

aman : okay but... he turned around and was awestruck seeing him only in his towel!!

he suddenly turned back and closed his eyes...

aman : chi...ASR is ths the way to get out of ur bathroom when ur frnd is inside ur room...

arnav : stop it aman... ur horrible beats is wht made me get out so hurriedly...couldnt find a way to stop it..

aman : no excuses MR. ASR... i knw...i knw im handsome...but im not THAT TYPES u knw... wear ur clothes...u cnt seduce me!!

he laughed out hard...

arnav rolled his eyes...

arnav : shut the hell up aman... by the way yes u r not my types..i hav hot models for me...why would i think of this shit thing abt u then!

aman : just kidding buddy...get ready... u are leavng today to lucknow rgt...

arnav : yes im... flashes of kushi came in a swift movement and vanished leavng a smile on his lips...

aman found him lost and smiled too...he was sure sumthng big turn gonna happen in his close frnd's life..he nvr saw such possessive desires in arnav's eyes till date...

aman: she must be very lucky ASR...

arnav : huh?

aman : nothing...wen are u leaving...

arnav : we will be leavng in a hr aman...

aman : WE!!!

arnav : picking up his wallet frm cupboard... ofcourse...who else aman?

****** lucknow college***********

Payal was twirling around kushi who was doing hectic with prepartions...

Decorations..invitations...finance...awards...reception...accommodation...
food commity...all the concerend secretary were reporting to her their last minute progressand her head was spinning to be frank...

And wen payal was behavng all girly types...just like a obsessed teen kushi was irritated...

Kushi : payal... gone mad or wht! Why the hell u twirling around...will u just stop ur nonsense and help me...

Payal : i could hardly concentrate baby... HE IS COMING HERE!!! She fanned herself with her hand feeling hot...

His name itself enough for me to faint kushi... im gonna see him in person..plz hold me dear...i dnt wanna faint and miss his sight for sum moments...its a golden opportunity to be near him...hayeee...
Payal went on dreaming...

Kushi was just frustated seeing payal...she bettr do it herself she thought...

kushi : ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA...

kushi uttered his name once... and it sounded so captivating...she gasped for no reason...her pen fell down as she loosened herself tat moment...

she quickly gathered herself back to work as she was called my many at a tym...

time flew so fast and there came the evening...
entire campus was decorated elegantly...and fashion department was ready to sweep everyone off their feet once they step in...

kushi was so gud in all this ...she actually chose blue shade for the fest... whole area was filled with white and blue ballons interwined with each other...

chairs were arranged with tables as ppl cn enjoy the show sitting in tables having their snacks... each table was illuminated with a blue shade and curtains were with silky trendy blue shades...

it was colrful... moody...soothing...calm...

HOD was so happy seeing it and he knw its def not a bad idea givng it in kushi's hands...

****ASR ENTRY***

arnav has been provided with accommodation by the university and fr the first tym he dint deny anythng ...his mind  was all on sumthng else...

he and aman got freshened in the room and moved out to reach the university...

kushi was in the back stage and green room were filled with preparations... last minute rehearsels were going around...

group of girls strtd to dance on their final rehearsel b4 their make up and it turned to be kushi's fav song...

she was just satnding folding her arms relaxing herself...seeing the performance and singing along the rhythm...

its a peppy lively song...

dancers were involved to it... a phrase went on...

'thai mugham partha naal... thavani pota naal 
marakuma...marakuma nenjey..!!

(the day i looked up at my mom shyly... the day when i wore a saree...
wil my hrt frgt it anytym!! )

mazhai thuli rasithathum...pani thuli rusithathum...
karaiyuma...karaiyuma kannil!! 

(the frst experience of admiring rain... tasting a snow flake...
cn that freshness be erased off my memory anytym!! )

hyder kaala veeran than kudhirai eri varuvano...
kaaval thandi ennai than kadathikondu poovanao!! 

(wil he come like a ancient warrior on a horse...
will he take me with him destructing all my secure barriors!! )

kannukul mudhal..nenjukul varai...aasai semikiren...
yaaravano...!?? yaar avano..!!! 

(my eyes to heart are filled with my drms for him...im saving it all for him...
who is he!!!! who is he...!!! )

that's when  his car came to a halt inside the campus...
he stepped out to be taken by the fragnance of flowers filled in there...
he could feel sumthng tickling down his stomach...

kushi...

his lips pronounced on its accord...evn without his command...

kushi just finished singing...she felt her cheeks flush with heat... she was actually out of reality fr a instance...
a gush of wind shattered her locks... soothing her stressd out body...embracing her in a cold hug...

she felt goosebumps...she felt presence...
out of nowhere arnav's face came to her mind...she was confused with herself to hav visualise him...
but she just shrugged it off...

arnav was anxious to see her...he dint recognise himself breathing hard but aman did...

aman was smirking inwardly seeing arnav like this but he decided to keep quiet...
'gosh i need to see tat grl...wht she did fr him to be like this...
aman thought...

arnav' s eyes were searchng for her but she was not to be found at that moment...

the university heads came forward to welcome him and he just gave them a formal acknwledgement...

aman and arnav was lead to the fashion fest venue and he was stunned to see so much elegance in a artistic manner...

he knw its done by her...yet he just faked...
just to bring her out of darkness..

arnav : Mr. Mehta... venue speaks so much for its admiration...can i meet the person who made this... i wanna congradulate him...(him!! well ya purposely he said)

mehta : oh ya...thnks...its actually my student kushi gupta...she is the best student of the university...im so glad u liked it...i will call her in a moment...

kushi was summoned by one of her classmate that ASR  wanted to see her...

payal was jumping...she pleaded kushi to take her along...kushi wasnt sure wht for he calling her out..but still she felt relaxed as payal offered to accompany her...

payal- kushi went to the venue...
both wer still not changed...

they came in and was searchng their HOD so to get to ASR...

arnav was on call with his important client tat he excused himself fr sum minutes...

kushi got the glance of arnav talking on ph...and she felt her hrt rejoicing seeing him...she at that moment dint care anythng...she herself dint knw wht fr things happening this way...all she knw is that she was pleased to see him here AGAIN...!!
wich she hardly thought to be happening...

kushi dragged payal to arnav...

and she tapped arnav's shoulder...
arnav turned around to see kushi who was giving away a dazzling smile...

he was rooted ...he almost neglected the world Around him for that matter... all he saw is HER... HIS KUSHI..!!

kushi chirped a hi to him...
Kushi : wht are u doing here!! are u a student...but u said u work sumwhere rgt!!

payal was all lost seeing him...and seeing kushi conversing so casualy with him she pulled kushi's hands and enquired on the same...
payal was more than shocked to learn frm kushi that arnav was the one to drop them at station tat day... b4 she could come back to consciousness...their HOD  mr.mehta reached ter...

mehta : kushi... i called u cz ASR wanted to appreciate u fr ur work on planning the outlook of venue..

kushi : im glad to meet him...where is he sir...

mehta and payal...together... : here
pointing finger at arnav...

kushi's eyes popped out of its sockets!!!

she too raised her finger to him..stammering...

kushi : pointng her index to him... po...popp...cccorn..????

payal stamped on kushi's heel instantly...she knew kushi nicknamed arnav to be popcorn but she nvr expcted kushi to say it loud b4 him and their HOD...

kushi : ouchhh... ermmm i mean...ASR???

she asked raising her eyebrows...

to wich arnav raised his one eyebrow and smirked...nodding a yes to her...

kushi choked in shock...


********** tats it guys...*********

FF : BSBA #ch 8


chapter 8

that mournful morning...! 




thudikum idhayathai thundithu sendrai...
     thudithu ponen en thuyavane...!!!

this actually i wrte in admist my boring seminar in half sleep... just thought its perfct fr this chap..
well its hard translating proper tamil wrd to wrd so im just gvng u the synonym of it..

''u just walked away snatching my beating heart...
     im here dying beaten up by the stinging pain...!!! "
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arnav just walked out of the room silently not bothering the girl who just lost her everything to him and was lying as a breathing corpse...

yes..she is nothing more than a breathing corpse...

she lost sumthing tat her devi maiyaa blessed her with birth ...

she lost sumthng wich she needed to safegaurd...

she lost sumthng wich she needed to present to sumone special willfully...

she lost sumthng tat every grl take pride as her dignity...

she lost sumthng tat she cn nvr possess again...

she lost the rgt to claim herself clean henceforth...

when this thing hit her thoughts she turned herself to bury her head inside the pillow...

''she cant claim herself clean henceforth...!!!''

a painful gasp escaped her mouth as she suddenly turned but tat pain is stil manageable when compared to wht her soul going thru frm within...

her tears made their way to wet her pillow...she was dumb evn to wipe them off...

she was rewindng the events tat happened moments ago...
her wounded heart let out a gush of fresh stream of torturous pain inside her...

she was trying her best to hold herself but all went in vain tat she felt herself shatter two fold... the far she tried erasing it tat deep it got imprinted in her memories...

she was lying on her side staring at the door through wich he stormed out casualy...

his casual attitude is wht bothered her much...its nt tat she expcted sum lovey-dovey things frm him but still..

ths much of ignorance on her...

this much of casual attitude to steal away her asset...

this much of rudeness...

this much of insensitiveness is just not digestable fr her...!!!

the way he handled her...

his touches...

his caressess..

his butterfly kissess...

his hungry eyes...

his anticipating lips...

his wet smooches...

his perfct form on her..

his love bites..

his coldness...

his hotness...

his softness...

his manlyness...

his harshness...

his grunting...

his panting...

his hold...

his possessive gestures...

his moans...

his shudder...

his bliss...

his pleasure...

his collapse...

his scream...

...KUSHIII...

she felt a tug thinking all abt him...evry single detail is registered on her mind... she felt the pain being such a cheap peice of shit... a used thing...

disgusted with herself... she couldnt makeout...whom to point out fr her ill fate...!!

she cursed her fate... she dared to call devi maiyya in ths state...

she felt so impure to evn utter that pure name ...!

her tears blurred her vision..she dint care to look on them but with that overload of tears  her eyes felt suffocated tat its lids blinked away her tears down...her tears made their way to her bridge of nose and then ran down to the other eye frm where it drained to pillow and absorbed silently... her tears were just like her... so slient ..helpless to save themselves frm HIS pillow... HIS pillow drank her tears constantly yet dint feel much full ... hw ironic!!

She was feeling hell to be in this state...
If at all there exist a option to die instantly she would do but unfortunately she dint evn hav tat rgt over her...

She shifted back to graze her sight over his pool garden...

 those soothing breeze dint please her condition much... those blossoms failed to refresh her mind like the way they usually do...

Moonlight sneaked in as if cuming to chk on her...curtains waved off signalling the moonlight not to enter in as she is in a vulnerable state that the moon may sink dwn seeing her...that pure angel lying so impure...broken...wingless...hopeless...lifeless inside...!!!

When her mind got tired of thinking on the recent wounds...it thought to soothe its own wounds by rolling back yrs to fetch her beautiful memories once again frm depth of her mind...

******* 2 years back...

Aftr kushi payal reached lucknow with empty hands as they were not able to invite AR fashions MD fr their cultural fest...
Though kushi did meet him she wasnt aware of him..payal though aware of him was not in her senses when he appeared in frnt of them...

Kushi reached her home..dropping sleeping payal back in her home and tats wen she noticed she missed to take those lily flowers frm him...

Though she turned back one last tym b4 leavng the car her eyes wer busy lingering over his eyes tat those lilies got out of focus with her...!!

Sanchana said to her pouting kushi...

sanchana : its alrgt and u cn buy me  lilies the nxt tym u cum across them...

Kushi assured her with a warm hug and got up to get freshened...

***in delhi**

Nxt day...

Arnav stretched out in hs bed leisurely as the morning sun wished him a gud morning with its own way...

He lazily roamed his hands over his side table to get hold of his mobile ph...

He went thru the mail box...its the routine tat his PA mail him his daily schedule previous ngt so that he cn chk on it once he get up early in the morning...

He pushed the duvet aside and strted to walk to his poolside...yawning on his way ...moving his hands over his nape he was giving a read to his mail...

That's wen his ph strted to ring...he smiled seeing the caller ID...

Arnav : hey lazyhead...seems like u got a wild drm today...

Aman : uh arnav ..hw cum u nw man!!! He spoke panicly...

Arnav : cum on... its unusal u get up this soon...it has to be a bad dream if not wht??
He chuckled at his frnd...

Aman : haan..haan... fine...enough teasing me... so tell me hw was those grls???

Arnav : grls!! Wich grls??

Aman : now dnt act innocent buddy... those grls for whom u shouted on me last ngt...
Lucknow college kids...came to invite u na... did u say ur NO to them...

Arnav : no...he smirked...

Aman : fine then...i'l inform myself..aftral i could do this fr my boss u knw...

Arnav : its not gud tat u dnt listen ur boss... did i ask u to say them NO!!??
No rgt?

Aman : so...is tat mean..you...

Arnav : yes ..im attending it...

Aman : suppressing a grin...so tel me..was she so gorgeous...??

Arnav : bit his tongue tat his friend caught him but maintained... hmmm...hmmm yes...
He scratched his forehead with the nail of his thumb giving away a charming smile wich had a tinge of blush...

Aman : ah...huh  news of the day...arnav singh raizada gonna attend a cultural fest fr the frst tym...whoa... she is sumthng then...

Arnav : laughing hearing his frnd's headlines...
Just shut up aman... get my tickets ready ok...

Aman : anytym... see ya...bye romeo...

Arnav : hmm bye...

He cut the call but still smiling unknwingly looking over his french door...

Wind tat twirled around in the garden entered in to get a glimse of the prince early in the morning... he so looked innocent in mornings...
Wind slowed dwn its pace to fetch the frangnance of those lilies adorning the pool elegantly and passed on him as a soothing breeze showering his senses with the fragnance of the flower...

He closed his eyeswhen the breeze teased his face and inhaled deep the fragnance...

He opened his eyes to see those lilies... dancing fresh in the morning...
He bend down on his one knee... raising his eyebrows...smirking imagining her angelic face...

Her dove like eyes...
...Gosh it speak much...

Her chubby cheeks...
...no one cn deny the growing desire to pull them...

Her adoring blush...
...oh i so wish her to blush fr me...

Her plumpy lips...
...i wanna eat them up as a whole...

Her cute little nose...
...hw red they turned wen she was scolding me to me...without knwing im the ASR..

He chuckled remembering tat cuteness of her...
He flicked a petal of lily ...as if he flicking her cute little red nose...

Arnav : kushiii... good morning princess... im cuming to u soon...

****lucknow..

Kushi sratched her nose in her sleep...pouting cutely..

Sanchana was admiring her daughter cutely sleeping...

Sanchana : kushi ...kushiii..get up dear..

Kushi opening her half eyes shfted to sanchana's lap and slept again... sanchana ran her fingers in kushi's hair... and she smiled feeling nice...least did she knw her day hav loads of surprises for her...
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