chapter 8
that mournful morning...!
thudikum idhayathai thundithu sendrai...
thudithu ponen en thuyavane...!!!
this actually i wrte in admist my boring seminar in half sleep... just thought its perfct fr this chap..
well its hard translating proper tamil wrd to wrd so im just gvng u the synonym of it..
''u just walked away snatching my beating heart...
im here dying beaten up by the stinging pain...!!! "
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arnav just walked out of the room silently not bothering the girl who just lost her everything to him and was lying as a breathing corpse...
yes..she is nothing more than a breathing corpse...
she lost sumthing tat her devi maiyaa blessed her with birth ...
she lost sumthng wich she needed to safegaurd...
she lost sumthng wich she needed to present to sumone special willfully...
she lost sumthng tat every grl take pride as her dignity...
she lost sumthng tat she cn nvr possess again...
she lost the rgt to claim herself clean henceforth...
when this thing hit her thoughts she turned herself to bury her head inside the pillow...
''she cant claim herself clean henceforth...!!!''
a painful gasp escaped her mouth as she suddenly turned but tat pain is stil manageable when compared to wht her soul going thru frm within...
her tears made their way to wet her pillow...she was dumb evn to wipe them off...
she was rewindng the events tat happened moments ago...
her wounded heart let out a gush of fresh stream of torturous pain inside her...
she was trying her best to hold herself but all went in vain tat she felt herself shatter two fold... the far she tried erasing it tat deep it got imprinted in her memories...
she was lying on her side staring at the door through wich he stormed out casualy...
his casual attitude is wht bothered her much...its nt tat she expcted sum lovey-dovey things frm him but still..
ths much of ignorance on her...
this much of casual attitude to steal away her asset...
this much of rudeness...
this much of insensitiveness is just not digestable fr her...!!!
the way he handled her...
his touches...
his caressess..
his butterfly kissess...
his hungry eyes...
his anticipating lips...
his wet smooches...
his perfct form on her..
his love bites..
his coldness...
his hotness...
his softness...
his manlyness...
his harshness...
his grunting...
his panting...
his hold...
his possessive gestures...
his moans...
his shudder...
his bliss...
his pleasure...
his collapse...
his scream...
...KUSHIII...
she felt a tug thinking all abt him...evry single detail is registered on her mind... she felt the pain being such a cheap peice of shit... a used thing...
disgusted with herself... she couldnt makeout...whom to point out fr her ill fate...!!
she cursed her fate... she dared to call devi maiyya in ths state...
she felt so impure to evn utter that pure name ...!
her tears blurred her vision..she dint care to look on them but with that overload of tears her eyes felt suffocated tat its lids blinked away her tears down...her tears made their way to her bridge of nose and then ran down to the other eye frm where it drained to pillow and absorbed silently... her tears were just like her... so slient ..helpless to save themselves frm HIS pillow... HIS pillow drank her tears constantly yet dint feel much full ... hw ironic!!
She was feeling hell to be in this state...
If at all there exist a option to die instantly she would do but unfortunately she dint evn hav tat rgt over her...
She shifted back to graze her sight over his pool garden...
those soothing breeze dint please her condition much... those blossoms failed to refresh her mind like the way they usually do...
Moonlight sneaked in as if cuming to chk on her...curtains waved off signalling the moonlight not to enter in as she is in a vulnerable state that the moon may sink dwn seeing her...that pure angel lying so impure...broken...wingless...hopeless...lifeless inside...!!!
When her mind got tired of thinking on the recent wounds...it thought to soothe its own wounds by rolling back yrs to fetch her beautiful memories once again frm depth of her mind...
******* 2 years back...
Aftr kushi payal reached lucknow with empty hands as they were not able to invite AR fashions MD fr their cultural fest...
Though kushi did meet him she wasnt aware of him..payal though aware of him was not in her senses when he appeared in frnt of them...
Kushi reached her home..dropping sleeping payal back in her home and tats wen she noticed she missed to take those lily flowers frm him...
Though she turned back one last tym b4 leavng the car her eyes wer busy lingering over his eyes tat those lilies got out of focus with her...!!
Sanchana said to her pouting kushi...
sanchana : its alrgt and u cn buy me lilies the nxt tym u cum across them...
Kushi assured her with a warm hug and got up to get freshened...
***in delhi**
Nxt day...
Arnav stretched out in hs bed leisurely as the morning sun wished him a gud morning with its own way...
He lazily roamed his hands over his side table to get hold of his mobile ph...
He went thru the mail box...its the routine tat his PA mail him his daily schedule previous ngt so that he cn chk on it once he get up early in the morning...
He pushed the duvet aside and strted to walk to his poolside...yawning on his way ...moving his hands over his nape he was giving a read to his mail...
That's wen his ph strted to ring...he smiled seeing the caller ID...
Arnav : hey lazyhead...seems like u got a wild drm today...
Aman : uh arnav ..hw cum u nw man!!! He spoke panicly...
Arnav : cum on... its unusal u get up this soon...it has to be a bad dream if not wht??
He chuckled at his frnd...
Aman : haan..haan... fine...enough teasing me... so tell me hw was those grls???
Arnav : grls!! Wich grls??
Aman : now dnt act innocent buddy... those grls for whom u shouted on me last ngt...
Lucknow college kids...came to invite u na... did u say ur NO to them...
Arnav : no...he smirked...
Aman : fine then...i'l inform myself..aftral i could do this fr my boss u knw...
Arnav : its not gud tat u dnt listen ur boss... did i ask u to say them NO!!??
No rgt?
Aman : so...is tat mean..you...
Arnav : yes ..im attending it...
Aman : suppressing a grin...so tel me..was she so gorgeous...??
Arnav : bit his tongue tat his friend caught him but maintained... hmmm...hmmm yes...
He scratched his forehead with the nail of his thumb giving away a charming smile wich had a tinge of blush...
Aman : ah...huh news of the day...arnav singh raizada gonna attend a cultural fest fr the frst tym...whoa... she is sumthng then...
Arnav : laughing hearing his frnd's headlines...
Just shut up aman... get my tickets ready ok...
Aman : anytym... see ya...bye romeo...
Arnav : hmm bye...
He cut the call but still smiling unknwingly looking over his french door...
Wind tat twirled around in the garden entered in to get a glimse of the prince early in the morning... he so looked innocent in mornings...
Wind slowed dwn its pace to fetch the frangnance of those lilies adorning the pool elegantly and passed on him as a soothing breeze showering his senses with the fragnance of the flower...
He closed his eyeswhen the breeze teased his face and inhaled deep the fragnance...
He opened his eyes to see those lilies... dancing fresh in the morning...
He bend down on his one knee... raising his eyebrows...smirking imagining her angelic face...
Her dove like eyes...
...Gosh it speak much...
Her chubby cheeks...
...no one cn deny the growing desire to pull them...
Her adoring blush...
...oh i so wish her to blush fr me...
Her plumpy lips...
...i wanna eat them up as a whole...
Her cute little nose...
...hw red they turned wen she was scolding me to me...without knwing im the ASR..
He chuckled remembering tat cuteness of her...
He flicked a petal of lily ...as if he flicking her cute little red nose...
Arnav : kushiii... good morning princess... im cuming to u soon...
****lucknow..
Kushi sratched her nose in her sleep...pouting cutely..
Sanchana was admiring her daughter cutely sleeping...
Sanchana : kushi ...kushiii..get up dear..
Kushi opening her half eyes shfted to sanchana's lap and slept again... sanchana ran her fingers in kushi's hair... and she smiled feeling nice...least did she knw her day hav loads of surprises for her...
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