Friday 22 March 2013

FF : BSBA # ch.7


chapter 7

being marked.... 


he pulled her out of the pool and carried her in his arms...
towards the bathroom...

he shut the door with his leg and steadied her on the floor...and b4 she gains her stability he pinned her to the wall holdng her waist tight and  capturing her hands firm...only fr her to struggle in his grip...

their eyes spoke volumes... 

his eyes... anger... frustation...passion...

her eyes...fear...helplessness...plead...  

she was struggling in his arms but he is in no mood to leave her today...

he was confused with his own self these past days but not anymore...he knew wht he need to do ...she did wrong by provoking him to this level...she trying to escape and get away frm his hands made him mad...aftral he spent so much sleepless ngts thinking of this revenge and wen he got it he slipped in it..yes he did slip to strt the revenge...

but not anymore...she herself called fr it...she shudnt hav made such a blunder to escape lion's clutch...she wasnt aware if she tries then nothing else gonna happen except him to hold her evn mre tight...

same thing happened...as far she tried to escape him...so hard he imposed himself on her... like imprinting her with his body...i there were a chnce evr ofcourse he will do it...

as she got tired of struggling she looked above to his eyes and all she could see is that his eyes wer fixed on her's and nowhere else...
she tried to read those dark deep eyes but she was confused to see a conflicting desire in him...it was a mixture of anger...frustation...concern...possessiveness...and wht tat dominated is HURT... 

she was lost in his eyes yet another tym but...he wasnt...
he was determined to teach her a lesson and he being ASR now dint gve any chnce fr any softness to erupt up frm his hrt...

he neared her... she knew wht is cuming fr her...

she was mentaly chanting... 

plz arnav...dnt  do ths to me...plz... plz.. 

he could actually understand whts going on in her mind though she shut the door of her heart stopping him to read her further (her eyes)

he once turned his head sideways srunching his eyes tight and burried that softness for her deep dwn in him... as deep as he can...

and when he did that wht tat surfaced is tat day wich made him this...the day wen he was rippen apart... when he opened his eyes not able to tolerate that slide shw his mind showing him his eyes were as red as cherry... so much enraged in anger... like a ferocious lion ...like a long waited eagle...  

he losened one of his hands and trailed frm below to her cheeks...so slowly and seductively fr her to lose her senses... stil she was chanting it and wen ds happened tat chanting stopped with a mere gasp tat erupted her mouth...

he trailed his fingers to her shoulder blade and traveled to her hollow of throat and tuk a upward turn to her chin... just to lift it up fr her to see him...

but she wasnt giving in so easily...she was shutting her eyes so tightly... 

ASR : kushii...open ur eyes and see me  
he said huskily...

kushi remained the same... he repeated once and dint get a rly... 

he then raised his other hand holdng her hands behind her back and opened her dori in a swift movement... 

her eyes snapped opened... 

he smirked at her...

ASR : if u dnt decide to obey me...watch out...i always hav my ways to make u do wht i want... a wide grin mixed his face wich was filled with mischief and passion already... 

she readily lowered her lashes to avoid him but wht came next shook her hard... 

he leaned dwn to take her earlobe in between his teeths... and she gasped again... 

he started to place butterfly wet kisses wich grew to be open mouth kisses when he reached her swan like milky skinned smooth soft neck...

she was able to stop him as her little efforts dint seem to stop the lion...

he roughly caught her chin up and held her nape behind and supported her cheeks firmly... 

Kushi : plz dont... she said it loud ths tym...

ASR : u called fr it...and im nt backng off frm this now...

saying that he slammed his lips on hers fr those 4 petals to feel them and make love to each other... 

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mature content ahead....  

he nibbed her lower lip with his teeths and strted to suck them hungrily....
she was always his fasination and he by now completed tat missed kiss wich he was abt to give her if not tat msg beeped and distrbed their moment that day....

he sucked her lower lip fr some gud tym and his melting desires urged him to have a proper kiss...he strted to take her lips as whole in his mouth and smooched her slowly and slowly..... 
every time he did it..the sound tat it made and her whispering breaths drived him nuts...

this isnt the first tym he kissing her and yes she just felt the same evn now aftr 2 yrs..... same silky and soft....

as he was kissing her smooth above their hands wer doing a world war below... he was tryng to take her cloths away frm her and she tryng her best to stop him.....

he bit her hard for once fr which she let out a painful moan.... 
their saliva mixed with each other to that extent that they themselve cnt make out which belong to whom!? 

he tried fr his dominance and wen he bit her she opened her mouth fr him to dominate...as their tongues touch there generated a pool of desire in both the ends...... 

she had no option but to hold his head ...she was tryng to separate him frm her and he dragged her lips along his wen she tried..... when they broke fr breath...kushi was panting fr her life and arnav was busy in his prey...admiring her heaving bosoms and her swollen lips..... 

he spun her around fr her to hit her back on his frnt....
he opened her zip in one go and slid the strap down her shoulders.... 
he continued to kiss her as he exposed her milky skin b4 his own yes....

she was just in her undergarments in a few minutes later...crossing her hands on her chest she stood dumb b4 him and slid his hands frm behind to catch hold of her waist....

he again strted to kiss her earlobe traveling dwn along her side of her neck... his hands moved up to hold her perfct soft mounts ...he grazed his fingertips over her bra strap and held her bosoms in his hands kneading them gently....

she had her hands over his hands and she was controlling hard not to moan out loud his name..... not knwing tat she would fail in a matter of few moments... 

he scooped her in his arms and came out to throw her in his cushion bed...she bounced twice when he threw her.... and was numb seeing him undress himself.....

he opened his buttons one aftr the other nearng her...smirking all the way to bed.....

he threw the shrt aside and jumped on bed to pin her under him.....

he strted to kiss her frm forehead... then her eyes...she closed them tight and held on to the duvet tight as she dint want to touch him...she just dint feel like to reciprocate anythng...she was just lyng over ter under him....for him...tats it....

he reached dwn her neck's hollow and placed a open mouthed kiss....
 he picked her up and strtd biting and nibling slightly giving her love bites all over her shoulder blade.... 

he opened her hook wich held her only asset on her upper half and she gripped her hands evn harder on the duvet.....

not that she dint like doing ths wit him...she hav dreamt spending her life with him but def not like ths.......

he laid her down to hav a proper view of her....

her eyes shut...her bosoms heaving naked.... gosh she looked divine and untouched..... he gulped dwn the desire rushed above....

he kissed her dwn her neck and without any delay took her breast in his mouth mouldng the other in his other hand.....

he sucked her taut nipples like starved man.... he kissed her madly and was driven hard with her softness....he did the same to her other breast not leavng it to feel left out by his touch...

kushi was all left with moaning... though she tried  biting her lips to tat extent that they strt to bleed she couldnt hold herself to ths assault he doing to her body.....

yes.... 
she dint reciprocate but....
she did respond to his touches.....

he was loving yet daring...
he was soft yet harsh...
he was calm yet hungry...
he was angry yet tender...
he was frustated yet passionate ...

his touches spoke contradictory of his actions on her... he tried to be hard and yes he succeded but tat did leak out his passion generously fr her to sense his passion above his anger and frustation....

he made himself low to her navel and made circles with his skillful tongue..... ths surely tested her patience and self control...she was giving in and drowng in his touches though her mind told her not to do so....

he reached her core and in a single movemwnt teared her garment tat covered her precious feminity frm his hungry yes....

she was wet..... he could feel it...see it.....and wht rambled his mind is to taste her there.....

he bent evn down and kushi wasnt aware wht's cuming....she scrunched her eyes in anticipation and ter she felt his tongue on her cl*t.... ripples of pleasure ran through her ......

he sucked her ter hard....his tongue dancing over her feminine core...kneading her bosoms above.... and she was twistng turng her head to cope it up.....she almost scrunched the duvet so tight fr it to tear any movement...she made sure she doesnt touch him as he may thnk she reciprocating.....

and wen he felt her numb below him he understood her motive... he cn see his effcts on her yet she was holdng herself wich he dint like to see..... 

he quickly got himself out of his clothes..... now she could feel his hardness rgt on her skin unlike she felt it frm his clothes throughout fr now.....

he pulled him self up and steadied himself above her...
he was angry on her for being so dumb inturn wich she insisting her unwillingness to him..but he is isnt sumone to stop.....

he entered in her without any warning knwng well its her frst tym facing this and it will pain her a lot.....but his anger overpowered his care fr the instance....  

she yelled out in pain when he entered her....... he held her hips tight to position her....and wen he felt her inside relax strted to thrust her hard...not leavng behind any softness or tenderness he shwed b4....

he was grunting thrusting her.....

she was gettng weak with his evry thrust...knwing that her biggest treasure been taken away her eyes filled wit tears...she was crying over her fail...... 

her miserable fate to go thru this....

and wen he continued it...he drove her to the verge of heaven along himself...... 
and wen they reached their climax ....
he cried out 
'kushiiii'  in atmost pleasure....

she lost herself atlast tat she came up to cling on his shoulders screaming 'arnavvvvvv' digging her nails in his arms and biting his neck as she wasnt able to endure the pain of his roughness...... 

both stayed still in each other's arms fr a while... her tears ran dwn his shoulders gettng lost admist his sweat beads... 

he scrunched his eyes as she bit him hard but stil was feeling gud being bitten by her...fr wht reason he himself not sure abt... 

he marked her today as his...
her body...her soul... her ths birth by his name...

aftr sum moments they parted themselves and laid beside each other... .. both wer devoid of cloths yet ...

kushi pulled the duvet upto her chin and turned frm him...he too turned his back to him...

never did he felt complete doing it...

nobdy seemed perfct with him like her...

nobdy hv made a scratch on him but today...she actually marked him as her's with all her might...

he felt satisfied being marked by her...

both lying beside eachother but showng their backs to each other...

kushi continued shedding her tears...

wasnt he meant to do ths with LOVE!! 

wasnt ths night to be cherished by every grl...? wht hav i got... devi maiyaa... she mouthed her goddess name silently...

she turned once to see him turned away...

every grl wil wish her man to soothe her pain once its done...

every grl wil feel like to sleep in her man's arms THAT night...

its not tat electrifyng deed tat satisfies women...its the gentle kiss their men place on their forehead ...wiping off the sweat beads formed on her ... 
tat wil gve the ultimate feel of being secure...

being safe...

being worth..

being loved...

being needed..

being wanted...

being COMPLETE...

being MARKED...

being OWNED BY THE RIGHT PERSON...!! 

kushi got none of the above wich broke her frm inside...she lost it completely...miserably...

she felt a movement and wen she turned ...she saw him leavng out casually...

how could he just walk of... so easily!!! is tat tat easy fr him to destroy me...!!! 

she sticked her vision on her ceiling but her hrt rolled dwn to her memory lane...




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FF : BSBA # ch.6


chapter 6 

devil is watching u...

she just winds me in blackmagic... scorpion... i wil never let her near me to sting me to pain yet another tym...nvr again...miss kushi gupta...never... 

he clenched his jaw...tightened his fist on the wheel and drove off rashly...!!
he reached in AR... if u could ever imagine sumthing classy..fantastic...awestruck interiors...disciplined...dignified... then this is it... 
AR is dream of arnav's dad yet he couldnt make it big as he always dreamt it to be...not tat he isnt capable...he did put in al his tym and effort but he was sweet sumtyms to handle the competence of this fashion world... unlike arnav..



arnav singh raizada... the name speaks his pride out loud to the world... he did finish his masters in abroad... and when he returned back and strtd to work in AR.. his dad passed away pathetically in an accident... not that he is broken... he did feel it lonely as he lost evry single blood relation one aftr the other and now in this world he had nobdy but him...he lived fr his own self...and he was determined to bring up AR  a big unbeatable renowned fashion house and he managed to do it in a real short span...aftral the skills and efficiency he had it wasnt a big deal for him..he did his hardwrk and he made sure he got his fruit... 

nvr in this 2yrs he entered in his offce in such a way...

all lost ...not acknwledgng his staffs wishes...not havng tat brisk walk...not having tat upstraight vision... he was so lost... not in her... but in anger... he was hell angry on him for being behaved like tat to her today...

he entered in his cabin and askd his PA not to disturb him for a while...his PA was puzzzled to have hear tat cz he never did postpone his works...maybe tats a big secret of his success...but ya its highly true that he could concentrate now... he was like boiling in his same blood...!!


he opened his coat and threw it at his couch... he unbuttoned his cuffs and rooled his sleeves up...


gosh..what the hell was that... why am i getting into her yet again!!


he paced in his room ...he was angry over his own senses...


how could i?? damn i could i !!


i kissed her tat way...?? 


he couldnt beliv himself letting out such a gesture portrayng so much concern to HER... atleast not in this point of tym... 


he was exhausted walkng and thinking over it again and again...


he leaned down his chair and closed his eyes only to snap it open when her face flashed his mind...!!


the way she was staring at him ...


when he saw her tat way he dint really knw wich spell got over him that he walked towards her...


he kept on playng the moment he shared with her few hrs back...


hw she was anxious...


hw she relaxed wen his lips touched her ...


hw she clutched hs shrt...


he unknwingly caressed tat place over his shrt wer she clutched then...


hw she was lost in his eyes...


hw dreamy her eyes looked...


hw confused those ques wer held out of her eyes...


hw perfect she was in his arms...


hw stunned world looked tat instant..


hw pure tat kiss was...


hw soft her puffy eyes felt...


hw cute she was...


hw vulnerable tat little thng was...


ASR rose up...

Hw deceivng looks cn be...


Hw innocent she luks aftr havng so much venom...


Hw cute she looks when she is a devil...


Hw soothing her silence seem when she tear apart me once she open her mouth...


Damn...damn...damn...


I will tear u apart this tym...


I will make u go thru this...


I will teach u how is it to feel helpless...


I wil teach u hw is it to get humiliated...


I will make u pay ur deeds...


Miss..kushi gupta...i will...i swear i will... i knw i fall dwn easily fr u but not anymre...def not anymre...


U'll see me...


Not a single drop of concern ooze out of me henceforth...


Im just not giving u that... i want to take my revenge and get u off...

I dnt wish to see ur face evr again...

Yes..yes...yes this is it...

Damn hell this is all it is...
REVENGE...
Im not concerned for u...no...

I just dont like u...no...


No hell no... he closed his face with his palms... determining himself...


Just then his phone rang...


Caller : kushi hav made a call to few minutes back...


Arnav : scrunching his eyebrows... and...complete it damn it...


Caller : she wants to get out of ur place sumhw... that informant voice had so much anger in it...


Arnav: oh... i will see hw cum she escape me... she hit it...she need to pay for it...

He fisted his hand and hit his working table once...

****few minutes back****
he is the only person where she find solace in this whole world...

She weRM..

Kushi was in deep thought aftr wht happened to her this morning...
It was rgt... stil wrong...

She was leaning back and there she heard the ph ring... hp answered it and it was over...


But that striked kushi tat she havent called her maa since she arrived in here...


Maa... a whisper erupted frm her mouth... yes she needed to talk to her... snt and dialled her home number...

Sanchana came frm kitchen to pick up the call...she was pale... just like kushi...


She took the ph...


Sanchana : blankly... hello


Kushi : (she instantly felt het throat get choked..heavy...her mom's mere hello made her miss her more )


Maa... she spoke with little sob...


Sanchana's eyes widened as she wasnt expcting ths call at all...aftral being trapped sumwhr who would hav liberty to communicate so easily...


Sanchana : khu..khushi...hw are u... is evrthng alrgt?? Did he hurt u!

Wht fr u called beta... is sumthng wrng...tell me wht happen...did he..i mean...is he torturing u!!

She let out a panicky rapid fire of ques... but khushi just stood closing her eyes absorbing tat voice which she is hearng around aftr 24 hrs... she so missed her...


Khushi : maa... i wanna cum to u... her sobs gettng stronger...


Sanchana : wht happened kushi...???


Kushi : maa...im suffocating here... its HIM maa... ASR... its him who did it all...


Sanchana : wht ...!!!!???? ASR ?


Kushi : ha maa... its him... she wiped off her tears... i wanna get out of here maa...

.
Sanchana : wasnt responding being in shock... she was exposed to sum unknwn truth which kushi said...

Kushi : maa...?


Sanchana : hw could he do this to u kushi... sanchana strted to cry... cum over here beta but...wht if he... i  mean he cn do anythng...


She scrunched her eyes and gripped the ph table being helpless...


Kushi : dnt knw maa... but i'l trick him sumhw and get a way out... im nt stayng here maa... i cnt take it all frm HIM... its hurtng like anythng... she was cryng badly...

Hw could he do this to me maa...hw could he!!

Sanchana : kushi...


Sashi : yelling frm inside... to whom u talkng so long..im waiting here fr lunch sanchana...cum over here rgt now...


Kushi could clearly hear her father talk...he was loud...


kushi ; maa... did papa ask abt me?


Sanchana : huh he did... i hv said him tat u are in ur frnds place...doing a crash course on fashion skills... for 3 months...


Her voice sinked dwn...


Kushi was abt to talk a wrd wich was intrpted by her bauji's voice frm background...

Sanchana..shuttered.. ...
Take cre... and shiveringly put dwn the ph to join her husband at the dinning table...

Kushi cried long holding the receiver close to heart...  


********* RM 20 minutes later...


arnav 's car screeched to halt inside RM... one no need to be so intelligent to understand it to a strng gesture of erupting anger... will with ASR anger has never been in baseline so far... 


he stormed inside the house and the first thing he did is to slam the landline to pieces...

his maids were scared seeing him literaly shooting out visible flames of anger...
they stood still...pausing al the wrks they were doing...

ASR: HP...HP... 


his voice echoed in RM... HP ran fast towards him for his life..not knwng whts cuming frm this volcano he stood panicky before him...


ASR : where is she? 


HP: hmmm...bhaiyaa woh...


ASR : where is she?? 


he actually barked on HP's face that he took few steps back frm arnav...


HP: upp...up..stairs bhai..yaa... 

he shuttered badly sweating with fear...

he took a swift move towards his room but stopped midway in the stairs and turned around...


his maids who wer letting out a breath of relief too held their breath halfway in their lungs as he stopped and turned...


look... nomore ph calls frm this home to outsiders... if at all i cum to knw she made calls then u guys can very well be sure to urself tat u ar fired...


am i clear? 


he commanded seriously...

everyone noded their heads in unison as wrds were caught between their fear and midway breath...

he opened his room as if breaking the door apart...  


there she was... leaning on a chair in the poolside...


she havent recognised his presence yet... but he was fuming hard seeing her like this...


ASR : planning to get a way out huh!


kushi broke her chain of thoughts and turned around to see him...


kushi : uncertainly and unintrestedly... she asked...

wht??

ASR : dnt act smart Miss. Kushi gupta... 

i knw hw crooked u r... u...u never think straight and clear... u gonna trick me to get out of here... ha...he let out a sarcastic note..

he was breathing hard in anger... his chestwall moving in synchronisation with his sharp breaths giving her visible evidence on his depth on anger... 


kushi : moved a bit back and said...i dnt knw wht are u blabberng abt...plz leav me alone...go..


thats it fr him...he lost it completely..hw dare she say him blabber!!

def not...and who the hell was she to ask him get out of HIS room... 
his last drops of patience vapourised ...

ASR : oh...me!! blabbering... 


then cn we hav a quick play on ur meaningful wrds...

he played his ph and there came her entire conversation with her maa...

Kushi was shocked was an understatement...she was stunned ... she knw she was caught red hand...but her senses failed totally to react...


ASR : u did another blunder kushi...


dnt u feel this enough...tat u messed up with me again? 

guess its tym to knw my true colors to u... he was approching her slowly with predator steps... 

for the first tym she was blank to read his open eyes... wich held so much this tym yet went unnoticed by her...


Kushi was moving slowly behind...


he could see her abt to fall but he dint care to stop her...let her fall ...who the hell bothers he thought...


but b4 that his mind caught tat she may hit her head in the corner... 

he quickly grabbed her hand to pull her away frm the corner... and threw her into the centre of the pool...

she was drenched completely wen she surfaced...and was looking at him in fear... she was caught and he isnt the one to leav her without punishment... 


he kneeled dwn on his one knee and cuaght her chin and brought her towards him...


fanning her wet cheeks with his fuming hot breaths he stared at her...


ASR : u think u cn escape me so soon?? if i say 3 months then it mean only one thing kushi... u r staying here fr 3 months... 

tym fr me to make it up i gues... its my job to make u realise this isnt a joke,,,,rgt? he asked raising his on eyebrow... 

kushi was nothing but frozen...


he pulled her out of the pool and carried her in his arms...

towards the bathroom...

he shut the door with his leg and steadied her on the floor...and b4 she gains her stability he pinned her to the wall holdng her waist tight and  capturing her ha nds firm...only fr her to struggle in his grip...


their eyes spoke volumes... 

his eyes... anger... frustation...passion...

her eyes...fear...helplessness...plead...  

plz leav a wrd fr me .....wont take much fr u but means alot fr me... 

FF : BSBA # ch.5


chapter 5  

surprising gestures... 

getting tired of battling with their own inner self they both got tired and sleep tuk over them without letting them knw its arrival...!

next morning...

sun rays fell straight on her with increasing intensity of warmth and when she touched her point of atmost tolerance she rubbed her eyes and opened them slowly...she was in HIS room...HIS bed... HIS home... she isnt tat dumb to forget where she is in one ngt sleep... she did remember...


he too woke up... but she wasnt aware that he already visited the room wen she was in sleep ...he got ready and went for his daily jogging... ofcourse not before admiring the sleeping beauty for a quality tym...


she woke up and refreshed her decision once again to hold on to the will power of her... this may be out of her values... out of her character... out of her dreams...but still she have to do it...she cnt compromise on her dad and and dad's live demands her this act...so she will do it...

aftrall its HIM...

 whom she was attracted...

 whom she fell for...


whom she dreamed of...


.whom she wiched to spend her whole life...


 now its gonna be short like 3 months thats the difference..!!!


ofcourse he wasnt like the same as before...


she dont knw whether she really love him even now...she wasnt sure even its love she had in past... she was wounded and hurt... but she knew...with him she is SAFE..!! she did beliv him still... on this context of being safe...


she got fresh...took a nice chill bath and dressed herself...her wardrobe was well arranged with her needed clothes...of perfct measurements... why shal it go wrong...aftrall arnav singh raizada did it and he is so smart to miss her measurements...


she walked down to find HP working in the kitchen counter... she was hungry...


hp looked up at her and greeted with a warm smile...


hp: gud morning madam...


kushi : uh...plz bhaiya...call me kushi itself... i dont deserve so much of that 'madam' she said slowly...


hp: but... i cant call u by ur name madam...arnav bhaiyaa will kill me...


thats when he cleared his throat indicating them his presence...standing leaning on the fridge inside the kitchen...


kushi looked at him but dint react... she just stared at him and he too was pleased to see her elegant beauty in the morning...

looking at kushi he said..

arnav : hp...make my brkfast ready.. i will be on table in 15 mins...


he then turned his back and went not evn acknowledging her with a wish or evn a smile...


hp :  uh...arnav bhaiya too dint take his dinner yest ngt na..tats y he is hungry early i think...you plz wait in the table madam...i'l just make it ready...


kushi was stunned to hear those words that hit her... he dint have food too!!


she cnt make out wht she was going thru but she did feel gud hearing it... but couldnt comprehend her own feelings on tat...


hp : kushi madam...madam...


kushi : uh..ya i'l wait there...


she moved out and sat in the table thoughtfully... soon she decided to keep her thoughts aside and to behave cold...

there she heard foot steps and slightly tilted her head to see the stairs and he was there descending down talkng over his ph...
.
in his office attire... neat and smart... perfct like a professional... well ya he is indeed perfect in all sense..!
he was aware she was looking at him but dint gve a damn to acknwledge her this tym too...

he came sat exactly opposite to her facing her ... she was playing nervously with her duppata yet maintaining a straight face above...


he glanced at her once and checked her ...she was wearing a simple white anarkali suit mixed with pink and adorned with intricate patterns on pink with stones...


she looked cute as always...simple and sweet... yet he isnt that sweet now to compliment her on her dress and whatso ever...


hp served the dinner for her and arnav and they silently started to have it...they both were hungry for true...


he wanted butter and it was by the side of kushi...

he just casualy...

arnav : kushi...pass me the butter...


kushi lifted up to see him and he gestured the same butter bowl with his eyes... she then tuk it and gave tat to him...

he tuk it frm her hand and resumed to hav his toast... but kushi was like...


hw cn he be so casual asking me tat!! aftr all those harsh wrds he poured on me last ngt he is acting as if im here with him so happily.... 


he was finishng his toast when hp came with the glass of juice for both of them...


hp: here bhaiyaa...

kushi madam... here ur's...

kushi : told u na bhaiya..dont call me madam... i feel diferent...

by the way... i hope im free to make my choices in my this things atleast... u need not please ur arnav  bhaiyaa calling me tat...(sarcastically) 

(aftral i knw wht for he making u all call me tat respectfully...just to hit me sumtym saying im not tat deserving fr his maids respectful wrds... arrogant ... she thought in her mind ...)


she spoke not diverting her gaze frm him..her eyes firm and cold... her tone stiff... devoid of her usual sweetness her voice sounded hoarse and diff...


he just saw her talk...

hp ; woh... i mean hw cn i...??

arnav just turned to hp and signalled him a assuring nod...


kushi felt defeated as she can see hp dancing only on arnav's moves and dint help her in mocking him in this name matter...


hp faced lit seeing tat nod frm arnav...


hp : ok kushi bhabi... i wont call u mam henceforth... is tat ok with u now... let me clean the plates...


saying it he went in taking their empty plates leaving behind a kushi who was struck with what he addressed her... 'BHABI'!!!


tat  pricked her deep in peircing through her sheets of heart...still she hav deterined to keep herself strong infrnt of him so she just couldnt figure out wht to do on the same...


arnav on the other hand felt the same prick...cz he knw... he dint gve her tat dignity nor he will cultivate such thought aftr going through so much... not really aftr tat FATEFUL DAY...

still he smirked seeing her plan backfired on her...and nothing more can be hurting to her on this period of being with him without a dignified recognition... every tym hp call her tat she will suffer... he mentally said wow to hp...

 he raised his one eyebrow... and smiled at her..


 kushi not able to meet his eyes dint bow down dis tym but moved her face sideways not to face him...


he then tuk his laptop bag...his coat and hung it on his semi flexed arm and strted to move out without a word...


she now saw in his retreating back... finding ways to resist him and control her frm breaking down infrnt of him yet another tym...


no...she wasnt ready... to breakdwn again...


to fall for him again..


to care him again..!!


she was just sitting leaning her back on the chair and watchng him move out...


suddenly he stopped in his tracks... and turned back to her...

he was feeling sumbdy watchng him and it cnt be anybdy other thn her... so he stopped to see her b4 he leav for wrk...

wen he turned back... she was caught on watchng him constantly and she looked away pretending she wasnt looking at him...


out of nowhere he smiled and something made him move towards her... he wasnt aware wht he is doing...


all tat meant tat moment is HER... just HER...


he went near and placed the laptop bag on the table and leaned dwn to hold her hand and pulled her up ... she landed on his rock chest with a thud...


she wasnt expecting tat and it was sudden..


her hands midway between his shoulder and chest... his hands around her waist and other hand moved up to lock her silky threads behind her ear...


they were breathing on each others face...and her cheeks were heated...


he just came closer slowly...and she closed her eyes anticipating whts coming fr her... her lips were anxious shivering... her hands went cold.. unknowingly clutching his shoulders...


but to her surprise...


he placed a warm loving kiss on her forehead...


she was relaxed receiving it and her frowns went off sensing his lips over there...evn aftr kissing her his lips still stood there lingering on her skin...

 he himself closed his eyes doing it...and they were almost hugging eachother now...partially...

some seconds later he realised what he just did...  he pulled back to see her and she opened her eyes losing his touch..their eyes met...


she was searchng reasons for this surprisingly loving gesture from him b4 he leav for his office... y would a monster be loving on its prey ...is this loving ..concern...caretaking from his side meant only to slaughter her making her beliv on him again!!! her eyes held these many ques to him...!!! 

tear film visible in her eyes...!

and he did understood those demanding ques at once but wasnt ready to answer it nor ready to clarify his recent actions... he gulped dwn that urge to answer her ques down his throat...


he kissed her right eye once...said...


arnav : care to stop crying!!


she was bewildered...looking blank...


he just let out a sigh and quickly released her and tuk his bag and went  out quickly leavng her in lot more ques...


he sat inside his car ...closed his eyes and leaned back on his seat...


uh...no...wht am i doing!! she dont deserve anything other than pain and hurt...whts so big deal if she cry? tats why i hv made her cum here... seem like i lose my sense in her....she just winds me in blackmagic... scorpion... i wil never let her near me to sting me to pain yet another tym...nvr again...miss kushi gupta...never...


he clenched his jaw...tightened his fist on the wheel and drove off rashly...!!