chapter 5
surprising gestures...
getting tired of battling with their own inner self they both got tired and sleep tuk over them without letting them knw its arrival...!
next morning...
sun rays fell straight on her with increasing intensity of warmth and when she touched her point of atmost tolerance she rubbed her eyes and opened them slowly...she was in HIS room...HIS bed... HIS home... she isnt tat dumb to forget where she is in one ngt sleep... she did remember...
he too woke up... but she wasnt aware that he already visited the room wen she was in sleep ...he got ready and went for his daily jogging... ofcourse not before admiring the sleeping beauty for a quality tym...
she woke up and refreshed her decision once again to hold on to the will power of her... this may be out of her values... out of her character... out of her dreams...but still she have to do it...she cnt compromise on her dad and and dad's live demands her this act...so she will do it...
aftrall its HIM...
whom she was attracted...
whom she fell for...
whom she dreamed of...
.whom she wiched to spend her whole life...
now its gonna be short like 3 months thats the difference..!!!
ofcourse he wasnt like the same as before...
she dont knw whether she really love him even now...she wasnt sure even its love she had in past... she was wounded and hurt... but she knew...with him she is SAFE..!! she did beliv him still... on this context of being safe...
she got fresh...took a nice chill bath and dressed herself...her wardrobe was well arranged with her needed clothes...of perfct measurements... why shal it go wrong...aftrall arnav singh raizada did it and he is so smart to miss her measurements...
she walked down to find HP working in the kitchen counter... she was hungry...
hp looked up at her and greeted with a warm smile...
hp: gud morning madam...
kushi : uh...plz bhaiya...call me kushi itself... i dont deserve so much of that 'madam' she said slowly...
hp: but... i cant call u by ur name madam...arnav bhaiyaa will kill me...
thats when he cleared his throat indicating them his presence...standing leaning on the fridge inside the kitchen...
kushi looked at him but dint react... she just stared at him and he too was pleased to see her elegant beauty in the morning...
looking at kushi he said..
arnav : hp...make my brkfast ready.. i will be on table in 15 mins...
he then turned his back and went not evn acknowledging her with a wish or evn a smile...
hp : uh...arnav bhaiya too dint take his dinner yest ngt na..tats y he is hungry early i think...you plz wait in the table madam...i'l just make it ready...
kushi was stunned to hear those words that hit her... he dint have food too!!
she cnt make out wht she was going thru but she did feel gud hearing it... but couldnt comprehend her own feelings on tat...
hp : kushi madam...madam...
kushi : uh..ya i'l wait there...
she moved out and sat in the table thoughtfully... soon she decided to keep her thoughts aside and to behave cold...
there she heard foot steps and slightly tilted her head to see the stairs and he was there descending down talkng over his ph...
.
in his office attire... neat and smart... perfct like a professional... well ya he is indeed perfect in all sense..!
he was aware she was looking at him but dint gve a damn to acknwledge her this tym too...
he came sat exactly opposite to her facing her ... she was playing nervously with her duppata yet maintaining a straight face above...
he glanced at her once and checked her ...she was wearing a simple white anarkali suit mixed with pink and adorned with intricate patterns on pink with stones...
she looked cute as always...simple and sweet... yet he isnt that sweet now to compliment her on her dress and whatso ever...
hp served the dinner for her and arnav and they silently started to have it...they both were hungry for true...
he wanted butter and it was by the side of kushi...
he just casualy...
arnav : kushi...pass me the butter...
kushi lifted up to see him and he gestured the same butter bowl with his eyes... she then tuk it and gave tat to him...
he tuk it frm her hand and resumed to hav his toast... but kushi was like...
hw cn he be so casual asking me tat!! aftr all those harsh wrds he poured on me last ngt he is acting as if im here with him so happily....
he was finishng his toast when hp came with the glass of juice for both of them...
hp: here bhaiyaa...
kushi madam... here ur's...
kushi : told u na bhaiya..dont call me madam... i feel diferent...
by the way... i hope im free to make my choices in my this things atleast... u need not please ur arnav bhaiyaa calling me tat...(sarcastically)
(aftral i knw wht for he making u all call me tat respectfully...just to hit me sumtym saying im not tat deserving fr his maids respectful wrds... arrogant ... she thought in her mind ...)
she spoke not diverting her gaze frm him..her eyes firm and cold... her tone stiff... devoid of her usual sweetness her voice sounded hoarse and diff...
he just saw her talk...
hp ; woh... i mean hw cn i...??
arnav just turned to hp and signalled him a assuring nod...
kushi felt defeated as she can see hp dancing only on arnav's moves and dint help her in mocking him in this name matter...
hp faced lit seeing tat nod frm arnav...
hp : ok kushi bhabi... i wont call u mam henceforth... is tat ok with u now... let me clean the plates...
saying it he went in taking their empty plates leaving behind a kushi who was struck with what he addressed her... 'BHABI'!!!
tat pricked her deep in peircing through her sheets of heart...still she hav deterined to keep herself strong infrnt of him so she just couldnt figure out wht to do on the same...
arnav on the other hand felt the same prick...cz he knw... he dint gve her tat dignity nor he will cultivate such thought aftr going through so much... not really aftr tat FATEFUL DAY...
still he smirked seeing her plan backfired on her...and nothing more can be hurting to her on this period of being with him without a dignified recognition... every tym hp call her tat she will suffer... he mentally said wow to hp...
he raised his one eyebrow... and smiled at her..
kushi not able to meet his eyes dint bow down dis tym but moved her face sideways not to face him...
he then tuk his laptop bag...his coat and hung it on his semi flexed arm and strted to move out without a word...
she now saw in his retreating back... finding ways to resist him and control her frm breaking down infrnt of him yet another tym...
no...she wasnt ready... to breakdwn again...
to fall for him again..
to care him again..!!
she was just sitting leaning her back on the chair and watchng him move out...
suddenly he stopped in his tracks... and turned back to her...
he was feeling sumbdy watchng him and it cnt be anybdy other thn her... so he stopped to see her b4 he leav for wrk...
wen he turned back... she was caught on watchng him constantly and she looked away pretending she wasnt looking at him...
out of nowhere he smiled and something made him move towards her... he wasnt aware wht he is doing...
all tat meant tat moment is HER... just HER...
he went near and placed the laptop bag on the table and leaned dwn to hold her hand and pulled her up ... she landed on his rock chest with a thud...
she wasnt expecting tat and it was sudden..
her hands midway between his shoulder and chest... his hands around her waist and other hand moved up to lock her silky threads behind her ear...
they were breathing on each others face...and her cheeks were heated...
he just came closer slowly...and she closed her eyes anticipating whts coming fr her... her lips were anxious shivering... her hands went cold.. unknowingly clutching his shoulders...
but to her surprise...
he placed a warm loving kiss on her forehead...
she was relaxed receiving it and her frowns went off sensing his lips over there...evn aftr kissing her his lips still stood there lingering on her skin...
he himself closed his eyes doing it...and they were almost hugging eachother now...partially...
some seconds later he realised what he just did... he pulled back to see her and she opened her eyes losing his touch..their eyes met...
she was searchng reasons for this surprisingly loving gesture from him b4 he leav for his office... y would a monster be loving on its prey ...is this loving ..concern...caretaking from his side meant only to slaughter her making her beliv on him again!!! her eyes held these many ques to him...!!!
tear film visible in her eyes...!
and he did understood those demanding ques at once but wasnt ready to answer it nor ready to clarify his recent actions... he gulped dwn that urge to answer her ques down his throat...
he kissed her right eye once...said...
arnav : care to stop crying!!
she was bewildered...looking blank...
he just let out a sigh and quickly released her and tuk his bag and went out quickly leavng her in lot more ques...
he sat inside his car ...closed his eyes and leaned back on his seat...
uh...no...wht am i doing!! she dont deserve anything other than pain and hurt...whts so big deal if she cry? tats why i hv made her cum here... seem like i lose my sense in her....she just winds me in blackmagic... scorpion... i wil never let her near me to sting me to pain yet another tym...nvr again...miss kushi gupta...never...
he clenched his jaw...tightened his fist on the wheel and drove off rashly...!!
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