chapter -2
before u move further...let me tell u guys sumthnig...i do highlight sumthngs... which means i want u guys to notice it...im not doing anythng just like tat..the thngs i highlight means..
**im establishng their charcter..
**im hinting u guys sumthng on the plot...
**i want u guys to register sumthng.. now move on...
i dint know...its HIM...!
To me...this world is like a dark night that swallows everything...!!! -kushi
kushi who was all time crying and lost dint notice that the car hv alrdy reached delhi and soon will reach in his gates.
just then the car stopped with a jerk and she came back to senses with tat force. she craned her neck sideways to see wht went wrong...she saw sum scooter hav knocked down a cart and there was a small conflict over there...she herself was so stressed out to notice anythng. she leaned back to the window to the same position in which she has been fr hours together... wen she glanced her surrounding her eyes met with a name board of a shop in which she saw... DELHI she jerked back to sit...
kushi: (hesitantly) uh...hmmm excuse me... have we reached ???
driver: ji madam.. we will be in RM within 20 minutes... my name is mohan, u can call me that...
kushi : hmmm
he gave a concerned smile to the messed up girl and turned back...somewhre he felt concern towards her and felt her different frm the girls who stick on to his boss time to time...
****sametime RM
Arnav was all ready to welcome her... sitting in his incliner..his elbows resting on his knees and both hands clapsed with each other he was anxious for the first time in his life...but he hardly registered this first time in his mind...!!
a wide smirk appeared on his face imagining it... he was waiting for her... seemed along wait to him... sametime kushi felt like time ran so quick as she was nearing him...!!
****20 minutes later...
The car's horn blasted the long residing silence of RM..security guards opened the gate by this time the prince was aware that his feast have reached him atlast...
RM was constructed so artistic in view...aftral it belong to one who is so artistic so it had to be... there was a huge lawn in which the car took a deep curve to reach the entrance...lawn was filled with beautiful plants and was well maintained... birds chirping...butterflies busy hunting honey and breeze was so cheerful to stop, so it was moving around and around all time...
Kushi must have felt this place heavenly if she was normal but for now that beautiful place of so much livelyness seemed like a dirty cave for her and she was suprisingly suffocating in open air...
Car had stopped minutes back but still she was not out of her thoughts...
mohan came around to open her side door...and she looked at his face once and got down... mohan went back with his work of taking care of luggages...
She felt disgusted with herself...she thought she dont desevre this much respct frm this man..above all he works for his survival with his self esteem unharmed..unlike her...she let out a breath...
She slowly took steps towards the main door...
Slowly...slowly... she felt different with herself...she felt as if something gonna happen..though she convinced herself that THE THING is evil , fate was not kind enough to reveal her what its having in store for her.!!
She raised her LEFT foot to step in...suddenly the landline alarmed gesturing someone's urge to talk...she was taken aback and dropped her foot back on ground...
Hari prakash...,loyal worker of ASR came forward and asked her to come in...she acknowledged him with a nod and unknowingly put forth her RIGHT leg and stepped in the house...
She nervously took steps inside...
Her face carrying loads of confusion...regret...helplessness...innocense...
She so wanted to run back from this place but she was tied up with the name of her bauji...she felt herself a cursed creature on earth rgt now...
She was not aware that a pair of mesmerising eyes sticking on her rgt from the sec the car stopped inside the gates of RM ...
There came the voice from above..
ASR : Welcome sweetheart... with his signature smirk
She looked up to see from where the voice came... to witness the person she least expected!!
The next second...
earth beneath her foot slipped away...
she gasped when her eyes met him... she mouthed A..S...RRR...
both were out of breath at that moment...
he being drowned and surfacing in the desires...whereas,
she being in a state as if someone ripped away her...shocked...
he slowly walked down keeping his eyelock firm...he so loved her confusion...he was waiting for this moment... to see her standing before him hopeless and helpless...he so loved it...
she was so shocked to register anything., she had no clue whats going on around her...
he came before her some feets gap between them..waited for her to talk something but she was lost ,he turned to HP and instructed him to move the luggage to his room and prepare something for kushi as he was informed by the driver that kushi denied to eat anything during the travel and was crying all tym..
HP moved up and then he turned to her..in a swift movement he caught her wrist and dragged her with him to HIS room..!! by the time they reached there HP was ready to leav and he left immediately as they stepped in glancing kushi for a second...but that milli second glance killed her from inside...she felt humiliated,she is not someone who let go their self esteem but here she was miserably trapped to do anything to free herself...she wanted to hide herself from these glances which she gonna face for next 3 months!! that thought itself drained her completely.,
nobdy dared to point a finger on her til date and now whats happening is not so matching her in any way, this mere thought broke her once again as usual...she wanted to get lost in some dark hole that nobdy sees her... but it dint seem easy after knowing by whom her threads were held..!
He released her... smiled...sat on his bed...
ASR: uffo kushi im tired of this confused looks....those angry glares u given me in past is lot more tolerable for me... u think im not gud enough to answer ur ques... ah huh no honey..., you'll get ur answers but for now go freshen up... he said casualy as if its routine they live together... but she just stared at him... her dried tears were moistened again with her fresh tears...
Kushi : wht is ha...
ASR: i said u'l get ur answers... now stop bothering me and get fresh...im not ur boyfriend to handle ur out burst...u get it?? Now get in if not u'l regret trying to talk some mins ago...
He said in a matter of fact tone...
she jerked back at his loud tone and went inside the bathroom to freshen herself..aftral she needed a cold shower to cool her heated up brain...She have been having a roller coaster of emotions and thought process since morning.!!
After sum 30 mins the door opened when he was talking on phone...
ASR : hmm...yaa ...PAUSE... u need not teach me... i've u for my service...im not at ur service alrgt? Get this straight in ur head and do as i say...
He cut the call without leaving a chance fr the person to speak.. she was astonished by his rudeness but its not that she seeing it for first time...
He knew she is out and he dint care to turn around at all... she came and stood beside him... he knew her nxt step..he is ready to face it though he dint wanna lose some quality moments of teasing her and enjoying her helplessness...
Just then HP knocked at the door to give the food and he gestured him to leav the food on table and leav which he obeyed instantly unlike the tigress who dared speak back to him...
ASR : kushi... eat this... u must be hungry
Kushi : listen Mr. Raizada..i dont need ur concern
ASR : smirked... watch out for ur wrds kushi... u do need my concern from now for anything or to say everything u do..
Kushi : mchhh..shut up...what u think u doing huh? What the hell is happening here... what the hell u want.. she asked annoyingly as her head was litrly spinning being in such a puzzle where she knw nothing but she is suffering..!!
ASR: hmmm...u knw what i want kushi... his eyes got back that dangerous tinge of desire seeing her fresh from bath infront of his hungry eyes... only he knw hw many nights he hallucinated holding her in his arms...hw many nights he lost his sleep...hw many nights he felt helpless... now its her chance to be suffering and he is not losing it so soon...
Kushi : seeing him she got that the topic is deviating to nowhere on what she wanted to knw... she straight on his face... I DONT WANT ANYTHING...IM SUFFOCATING...THIS PLACE DISGUSTS ME.. U DISGUST ME... U ARE SO... DIRTY... SO DIRTY ... she blurted it out fisting her fingers..she felt like to bang on something... she wanted to scream aloud...
ASR : u nvr stop back answering me...wil u? He asked her raising his one eyebrow...And wht was that... I DISGUST U!!! IM SO DIRTY...!! then im sorry kushi...(he started to walk towards her) u have to digest this DISGUST for the coming days.... he smiled... SUFFOCATING!! I hve planned lot mre to make u suffocate in a sweet way baby... dnt waste it now... if this is the case...im eager to knw wht state u'l be when this DIRT(him) wil be all over u... which is not so far ... he gave a signature smirk... kushi...kushi...kushiii dnt be silly questioning me... come on... i'l be glad to have u BOLD on bed baby.. not like this... he stood in front of her..inches apart breathing on her face... she was looking down...
Kushi : no...i cant do this... i cant... her lips quivered of anxiety...
ASR: lifting her chin...looked into her eyes... i did give u choices kushi, its u who chose this so u HAVE TO... no other go... Before he finish she shrugged his hands off her and tried to move back but he was way too fast for her and caught hold of her waist...
Kushi : looking desparate to get freed... asked him in a pleading tone... pleasssee... let go of me... tears flowing out...
She hav just had her shower and out...her hair stil wet and with her struggling and cat fight droplets spilled all over her face which was now accompanied by tears... she looked irresistable for ASR to let go his anger and switch his mood...
ASR : huskily near her ear lobe... NOT SO SOON KUSHII...
Kushi closed her eyes tight sensing his closeness., she knw she cant do much but to go through this..as he said she chose this or maybe left with nothing but to chose this...
He traced her hand with his finger tips slowly..played with her sleeves inserting in his fingers and caressing her and then he ran his fingers up to her shoulder blade and then to her chin and continued taking a turn to her cheeks..enjoying enough of her softness his hand halted holding her nape firmly...his other hand was holding her waist as if he dont wanna left go of her for eternity...he did felt possessive... TO POSSESS HER...
Gush of desire ran through his nerves holding her in his arms... she seemed perfct in all ways... he tucked her locks behind which were wet damped by her shower making her look extra delicious as ever.. she just stood rooted closing her eyes tight and trying to close her senses stil it dint help much...he has his own effect on her...EVEN THEN IN THOSE DAYS...even now today...
He leaned on her only to get overpowered with madness with her unique fragnance... it drived him crazy for him dont knw when he started to place butterfly kisses over her crook of neck and ear...he sucked those water droplets from her neck and cheeks that added charm to her beauty... he slipped his hands to her back to play with her zip that held her dress shielding her from him... she surely scared like hell wen his hands approched her that way yet she was held firm to do anything kinda protest...
he hav been kissing her senselessly for 15 mins now...not even a inch was left out in her face and neck to escape... all those droplets were replaced by his nectar saying his right on her over those droplets..!!
he was actually panting and breathing sharp short breaths...and she was running out of breath heaving hard and searching a way to breathe... she was rooted.. her body did show him all his effects on her which she herself wasnt aware of...
He was about to devour her lips and was brushing her shivering lips with his when the pindrop silence broke with a alarming beep of his message... he stopped for a second and looked at her,,,taking advantage of it she moved back for him to check.. he took his phone annoyed to blast the person and opened the message which said..
''im half way baby... wil reach u soon... love u...muahhh""
He was irritated yet wasnt ready to mess up the situation even more..he need to sort this girl out before she create a drama in here seeing kushi... he took his wallet, coat and car keys... and left without a word... he dint care to say her or evn a gve her a glance after doing all those... well thats him...
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well thats it... there will be a new entry in next chap... and her part wont be much but she will play a major role in making kushi realise sumthng...not so soon actually...remember her and i'l bring her back in the last stages...
precap : i gonna gve u the chap name alone...
'when i met him first...'
im writing it as kushi's pages so i'l prefer to hv titles frm her point of view mostly...
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